About the Book
Some say it's the greatest love letter ever written...
Christian reveals his testimony as he chronicles his lifelong battles with family, addiction, sex, suicide and God. He was diagnosed with Bi-Polar at a young age and his journey has been one of many roads; homeless, rock star, family man, and junky to name a few. Christian abandoned his loving family as he felt unworthy and walked into complete darkness. His wife Amanda, and son Noah were the light of his world and now he wonders if he will ever see them again.