About the Book
Some say it's the greatest love letter ever written...
Written in the midst of his divorce, Christian shares a raw and deeply personal testimony of a life marked by pain, faith, addiction, mental illness, and survival. Diagnosed with bipolar disorder at a young age, his journey has taken him through many identities and seasons: homeless, rock star, corporate success, husband, father, all riddled with hopeless life long addiction.
After abruptly leaving behind his loving wife, Amanda, and their son, Noah, Christian is forced to confront the darkness that led him there. Though he once had family, friends, stability, and love, he walked away from it all, believing himself unworthy and unfit. Amanda and Noah were the light of his life, and now Christian is left with one haunting question: will he ever see them again?